Friday, August 6, 2010

WHY I LOVE U?????

JUNE 22, 2010 - Why I love you? I wish I have the answer. Sadly, I never found the answer to this question. This love is strange yet it was real. I admit that we been playing too much drama. Denying our feeling and pretending. I don’t know how long this will last. The truth will always remain as the fact. No matter how we try to get rid of it, the answer keeps on coming back. I can’t do anything but just sit back and go on with the flow.

Why I love you? Could anyone find me the answer? Or do you have the answer? This is sort of mystery puzzle needed to be solve. I can’t find any reason why I love you. I can’t see any clue to this question. The only thing I know and I’m aware is I LOVE YOU now and always.

Why I love you? Even I know I’ve been losing you. Love is weird. The more I’m trying to get rid of you, the closer this feeling grow. I wish I could prevent this feeling but it came naturally yet I’m stuck with you. Is this worth to keep when I know I will be facing greater punishment? Still I’m not sure what will happen in the future. But I don’t want to wait for that day to come and ruin everything in your life. I wish I could find the answer for my confusion.

Why I love you? In reality, you and I would never be one. This is our fact. Sound silly but this game brings us round and round yet leaving us clueless without justification. No matter what is happening around my life, at the end of the day I still missing you badly. I will end my life married to someone who love me and devoted his life just for me but in another part of my heart, I know I will still loving you until the end. Sound unfair but this is the fact. I don’t want to lie to myself because these love lives in my heart and it became part of my life too.

Why I love you? I’ll leave this question and I’ll wait patiently until the day I’ve found the answer.



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