The Losing Dream

2010, May 23

I once dream to be the greatest of all
Winning all the battle
To the warrior in those wars
To fight whenever there are chances
Determination is my successful key
I fear for nothing
As no one could beat me down
I am stronger than the wind
Could not be move like the mountain
I stand still until the battle end
To watch my victory kingdom
But now
Where has this spirit gone?
I am not the greatest warrior of all
I surrender before the war start
For the fear of losing
I keep my weapons aside
And I let them taken away my glory
I do nothing but letting darkness accompany
I let this wound bleed
And finally I found the answer
I decide not to heal
I walk with this torn
Facing this challenges and obstacles
Deep in my eyes there laid the answer
I’m holding back my tear
Even the world against my decision
I’ll walk this through
Cause one day I will realize
It is not how much I gain and receive
It was about how much I lost and give
To get back my losing dream